8/18/2008 noone but me from URL @ 3:53 AM
My head is pounding and its not quite a headache? & my left eye is horribly red now, but it doesnt hurt so i dont know whats wrong with it. & i feel so damn hot that for the first time ever i do not want to sleep. i hate mondays ):
Its at times like these that i really miss cedar so terribly that the pain i feel is almost physical. All those routines & all those faces. They always made me forget about the outside world and just for those few hours, it'd be a whole other magical world. We were all so sheltered there? Or maybe just that i felt very protected there. Hmm. I miss cedar & everything's that gotta do with it.
But yes, i know move on. We've all got to get a grip and move on, right? I mean, life goes on & the stupid world keeps spinning on and on even if we cant feel it. I bet you never knew that the earth rotates at 67000/mph. (no im not some freak, we learnt sth abt this during KI & the no just got stuck in my head) Oh this is an interesting theory too. You know drawings are 2 dimensional, we're 3 dimensional, people have been discussing that time and space could be 4 dimensional. Just that we dont have enough perceptivity, as yet, to realise. (cos, its like you cant recognize what you dont know, right?) Okay point being that, if they identify what time is, (it'd take a few centuries though i think), they'd be able to successfully stop it. As in time travel and all would be possible. Cool? I think so. Practical wise, oh shutup.
Anyway, it feels so peaceful that i feel i could go on and on and on talking to myself. but i shall attempt going to sleep now. & nono, im not in a bad mood. really. :)
im looking forward to thursday, comeonnnn. (met zarifah & syimah yesterday, & rupini on sat. hey you three, it was lovely meeting! :)